what is death,,,,,,,,, the end of a moment
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,the beginning of a new moment?
i miss nothing and everything about you
it strikes suddenly a snake bite at my ankles
a photograph rattles and i forget to watch
where i am walking.
too easy to slumber in darkness
when your smile is a sun
is your smile a sun now?
i am numb,
and clouds keep shadowing my inspiration
with this breeze too soft for wind
yes,,,,this breeze too is tired and numb
is short of breath.
music pulls my heart from my belly
a tiny swelling sea
that sticks saltily deep in my throat.
i forget, willingly, swimming a delirious void
i forget, willingly, swimming a delirious void
this self indulgence disgusts me,
and i look up at the sky
feeling maybe i could dive in and fly above
me, through these thoughts and feelings
into the sun,,,,,,, into your smile.
when your smile is a sun
is your smile a sun now?
is your smile a sun?
my pen moves and letters fill the void, shading
goes over the edges.,,,,i'm just a child.
music louder fills me up its swelling spills over
my edges.,,,,i'm just a child.,,,,i close
my eyes and i am dancing.
inside me is dancing
spinning to the centre of a spiral
thin as gossamer
a spider's web that sparkles in the sun
is your sun a smile?
your smile is it a sun yet? now?
new beginnings... old and new beginnings...